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The Abyss of my own Dirt
Every Sunday, I do my laundry I separate my feelings from my heart I pick and poke at all of my flaws I bleach my skin Scrub, Scrub, The dirt won’t come off I wear my pain on my sleeve just like my heart Packed into a box so tight The screams are faint The…
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I wanna know (old piece)
I wrote this two years ago when I was very much in like with a boy. Two years later, I don’t care to know, but enjoy! I wanna know who you kissing. Who you’re touching. Who you’re loving. Who you’re holding. Because ever since we called this quits, I can’t get you off of my…
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Acceptance
Dear Mr Heartless, It’s unfortunate that you never got to experience my love. I was so willing to give you every chance you needed to see that I was going to love you unconditionally. I understand that I wasn’t so open to sharing my thoughts and feelings with you, but I gave you my all…
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I was told that there was more to life…
I was told that there was more to life There comes a point In time where you have to let go of everything you once knew. That the pain you feel is not infinite. Through time, you will find yourself in a better place. I received a phone call from my doctor, basically saying that…
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heartless
Dedicated to you, my friend You say you’ve turned cold That all your past lovers broke you That you’re unfixable and invincible That you will never be broken again That not even the love I could supply could fix you That my ass wasn’t fat enough therefore you didn’t want my love That my waist…
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To My First Born
Whether you are a girl or a boy, I am happy to call you my child. I often thought about motherhood and how good of a mother I’d be. To love you unconditionally and raise you into the best person you can be. I want you to have all the things I never had. I…
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distancing yourself…try it
This month of March is really about me growing as a person. I mean really digging deep into my craft and perfecting myself mentally, physically and emotionally. I really just want this month to be about me and creating myself into a new person. On March 5th, I have decided to take a break from…
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Bad Religion
I often find myself in situations of unrequited love. From friends, family, and even partners that I never really had. I realized that I always come second (in my mind, I know I’m like #56). I know that love is patient, but I’ve been waiting all my life. I mean God has placed so many…
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temporary
You must’ve forgot that this unrequited love wouldn’t last for ever That I will not sit around and wait forever You speak of someone new, someone who isn’t me She’s much prettier, you said. I just think she’s the best I ever had She can have you, I reply But no, no, no… you grabbed…